I want to go back to Everwood. I mean, sure the people there can be completely small minded, but I've had enough of this...prison. Maybe this journal will be a little bit of an escape. Colin has one of these things, maybe I'll try and....talk to him on it? I don't know. I dont' know the right thing to do, I never do. I'm just so damned alone. Parents gone psycho, brother just gone. I should talk to Amy...I haven't talked to her in awhile either. I haven't talked to anyone. Maybe it's just because there's nothing to say.
I need to go back, need to confront things . . .